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| 04:57pm 11/10/2003 |
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mood:  loved
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ok, not much at all has happened in my life except for one thing. louise.
yes you got it ladies n gentlefarts. this is gonna be a post on louise.
i love louise greatly. she is the best thing that has happened to me in a long long LONG time. she loves me so much its not funny and i love her that much if not more. she cares so much for me its amazing, ive never had a girl love me so much as she loves me. i dunno wot id do without this girl, id prolly die. i been spending a lot of time with her, and the more i see her, the more i cant let go. im currently lookin for a job, applied for a few, so i can move out with her and be closer to her like ive dreamed about doin for weeks now. shes amazing, and im so in love. =D
umm besides that, ben turned over another year. partied it up at his place with all the people. was a good night cept for the fact louise wasnt there =/. rob came down for the weekend last weekend, and we didnt make it in to switch... oh well. life goes on.
umm not much else to post on... keep it realllllllllllllllllllll
:: : - stimpz0r [kRT/uG] - http://www.kritical.org // stimpz0r@kritical.org
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| y0y0 wassup in da hooooooooooooooooooood. |
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| 04:38am 01/09/2003 |
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mood:  stressed
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well well, its now monday morning, its 4:15am and im still awake. but i cant help that, my sleeping pattern will not revert back, and even if it did, my current life setup would only throw it straight back to its current format.
saturday night, who could forget a night like this one.
saturday night was THE switch night of all nights. mine and andys joint 21st pissup at switch. wasnt as big as it was expected to be, but was still a fucking grand night. louise jessy and i went in louises car and drove to switch, louise and jessy hooked in to the red wine (ugh!) and 20 mins before arrival, i get a phone call from jimmedy, explaining that he will be waiting for us in the carpark. we arrive, say hello to jim and i catch up quickly with him (hadnt seen/talked to him in ages), we then line up at the door, the big afro security guard lets me straight through after telling me i should stop coming to switch so much (SIF!) we enter, the place is barely starting (we got in just after it opened), soon enough we run in to fugs who informs us that a large group was waiting near the other end of the bar, so we head up and meet up with them. louise and jessy disappear to the dance floor, and soon after i decide to walk over and hang out with louise... the rest all ended up following and we spent most the night on the dance floor. thanks to all those that read this livejournal btw for showing up, and for those that didnt, well, you suck. =] after a long night of moshing / dancing / drinking and all out partying (and some cocksuckers annoying louise, one cunt tried to kiss her in front of me, the other raised his fist, he soon decided against that when i informed him it wasnt in his best interests to raise a fist to my gf) jessy starts to feel ill, so we head off on our way home. louise at that stage was drunk off her head (save the lectures people. i dont care.) and we head on home, after a quick smoke stop. >=]
the trip home was scary as it was, jessy passed out on the backseat close to vomitting all over the car, and louise so drunk she could barely see / operate the car, recipe for destruction. of course, it was bound to happen. i came within 30cms of death. louise speeding / drunk / wet road / fucked tires, lost control at a roundabout, so instead of going around, we end up going through the roundabout instead of going around like most people do. very scary. then on the way home we got lost trying to get back to keysborough and ended up in cranbourne again. dropped jessy off (who threw up right after she got in the door) and headed back to louises, where i spent the night sleeping next to the girl i love. =]
sunday was a great day too, it wasnt overly special in the fact that fuck all happened, but i spent most the morning in bed with louise, then we got up and she went n got paul and chris, while i looked after jacob. jacob is her kid, and hes a fucking gem of a kid, the kinda kid anyone would dream to have. (he moshes!!! and hes only ~16 months old!!!) hes such a cute little kid. =] then after paul and chris left me n louise headed back to bed to catch up on sleep, ended up waking up at 6pm and she took me home. she picked me up and we went to amandas later (her friend) sat around and talked, then tried to scam the banks again, fuckers mustve caught on... *sighs*
its been a great few days, thursday night was fucking cool as well (see last post), and friday was good. been spending a lot of time with louise since i met her, she is a wonderful girl and very caring, she loves me and i love her. its good to be in a relationship where the feelings are mutual. im in love, pure and simple. and this time its not a waste of time. i worked out just before its been a month since me and louise first met. its been a good month. =D
btw, dont ask about the mood. its not for anyone to know about now.
now for some quiz.
so true. =]
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this is just retarded, i dont own halo. =/
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dont forgive me god, for i am a sinner. not that you exist you piece of nothingness donkeyflop. SMITE ME COCKSUCKER. (btw, incase you didnt realise, i dont believe in god, and hate preachers.)
:: : - stimpz0r [kRT/uG] - http://www.kritical.org // stimpz0r@kritical.org
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| i <3 louiseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee =D |
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| 08:52pm 29/08/2003 |
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mood:  happy
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ladies and gentlemen, boys and girls, fuckers and cocksuckersssssssssssssssss. welcome to another stimpz0r adventure. =]
umm, went to goo last night for andys 21st, fuckin brilliant night. got picked up by ben andy fugs and dean (^WoLVeRiNe^), dropped off petrol money for louise, drove to andys, walked to train, jumped on train and off to goo for many beers and heavy music, sculling bourbon on the way =D on arrival at goo we enter and hit the bar, many drinks later i recieve a call from louise saying shes on her way to goo, and me n andy decide to go to the atm so andy can try to get some cash out... some dumb cunt in front of us tries to withdrawl $20 and cant find the note in the tray. silly fucker, so shoulda ripped him off. we then run in to beau, who is blind drunk at that stage, and buys us beers. then recieve a call from louise saying shes in the city, so i head outside, where i run in to trent, who is on his way to goo. i stamp him up for free entry, and its all go from there. wait around for a bit longer and finally find louise and jess, and we go in. drink more and dance / mosh. everyone is blind at that stage. we end up leaving at like 4am to get back to louises, where i stayed the night.
louise so rocks, love her muchly =DD *lotsa hugz n kisses for louiseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee*
:: : - stimpz0r [kRT/uG] - http://www.kritical.org // stimpz0r@kritical.org
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| 06:43pm 22/08/2003 |
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mood: cheerful
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well, im now 21 years old. what has it done for me? not much. lol. i dont see the big deal of turning 21, maybe i will later tonight when i get blind drunk and try to play pool with my friends and my gf...
i have found out one bonus of being 21 tho, you get paid more to bludge. thats classy. =D
yee, umm... kriticalSCRIPT.v.0.8+beta is released, download a copy now. kriticalSCRIPT website.
also, everyone have a good laugh at these following mp3s.... AilSean the mastah rapp0r.
and finally... ill leave you with a quote and a website.... this is pure fucking class.
"Lunix is extremely dangerous software, and cannot be removed without destroying part of your hard disk surface." // http://pcdevils.com/pcdevils/devilstexts/kidsahacker.php
thats all, goodnight. bye allllll
<3 to louise. =D
:: : - stimpz0r [kRT/uG] - http://www.kritical.org // stimpz0r@kritical.org
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| 04:52pm 15/08/2003 |
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mood:  creative
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yes, you read right... bert newton will become a god.
in 500 years they will insert a massive lightbulb in his head, and inflate him enough to be able to insert him in to space, he will float in space and become the second moon. every month he will ejaculate over the world, and impregnate millions of women, and 9 months later, an army of moonhead kids will be born in to this world, the bert army. there is no stopping this. this will happen. i am telling you all now. dont kid yourself. bert newton will own you.
patty will take over as queen of the world, and continue his rule down on the planet earth.
there is only one way to stop this madness. berts kids will be drug dependant. possibly cocaine. i call in on ajax man, to deal the bert army ajax in the hope they will overdose and die. but then again, perhaps we should allow bert to live?
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| is she not right, is she insane. |
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| 02:06am 14/08/2003 |
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mood:  numb
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these things are fucking gay. LOL, lets steal random words and make a sentence... kindy makes more sense. =/
i just like to say, that well... im bored, and irc is sucking atm. someone come online and talk. =[
mum is going away tomorrow morning, for the weekend. this is gonna be a nice quiet weekend >=]
best of luck to her at the broken hill show in nsw (???).
seen gazza for the first time in ages today, he came over and we watched terminator 3 svcd. was a classy movie... then ben came over and we headed off to basketball picking up annie on the way. bens team absolutely destroyed fugs' team... it was classic. we videotaped it, and i did commentary, bagged out the retards on fugs' side... he needs a new team. poor kid. =D
btw, dont ask about the mood, i felt like chosing something... i dun even know really wot a numb mood would be... lol but it sure sounds cool! =]
louiseeeeeeeeee is online nowwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww so i got someone to talk to sooooooooooo im ending this post.
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| ( 03:13:26 :: @stimpz ) fuckin whorebag cuntslag of a dickrash. |
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| 03:25am 13/08/2003 |
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mood:  confused
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yes you read that right.
its 3:15 and im bored. i think i might sleep in a minute. yes that i will.
ive been sick due to fugs, hes a cocksucking whore, i hope he chokes on a diseased piece of debris he finds while eating dog feces out of a drain in frankston. well, not really, its not fugs fault totally.
HEY EVERYONE GUESS WHAT?!? im gonna go to bed very soon.
this is stupid, why am i sitting here babbling in my livejournal at early hours of the morning? i need a job, a sleeping pattern, and money. someone give me them all.
yay im babbling again....
i feel abused, so ashamed
i feel the pain, from the burn, from the lesson learned from the burning flame
i feel the pain and i'm so confused
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| 08:34pm 06/08/2003 |
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mood:  bouncy
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hi. i like bakebeans and spaghetti. i like cheese. i like stuff. do you like stuff?
*uNF* *uNF* *uNF* *uNF* *uNF* *uNF* *uNF* *uNF* *uNF* *uNF* *uNF* *uNF* *uNF* *uNF* *uNF* >=]
h0h0. that is all, bye *winks* =p~ |
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| and im gonna do the best that i can, to be a good example of man. |
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| 07:07pm 31/07/2003 |
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mood: excited
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long
ive been running away for far too long
afraid of what
afraid of what i know is soon to come
i may not be much of an example right now
but i can give you all of my knowledge on how
to get along in this place
right now all i can say
is that i will do the best that i can
to be a good example of man
and i know one day that youll understand
you deserve the best that i am
you deserve the best that i am
its so hard
so hard to think about when i was a child
so angry at life
i blamed the world for such a long long time
but things happened so quickly
some people just go on
i need answers to heal me
i wanted to know how to get by
and now its my turn to say
that i will do the best that i can
to be a good example of man
and i know one day that youll understand
you deserve the best that i am
so i gotta do the best that i can
to be a good example of man
and i know one day that youll understand
you deserve the best that
i am
i am
i am
COZ THIS IS ALL FOR YOU
everything in this world
everything in my world
everything in your world
things wont always go right in this life
theres always changes
well make it
thats why i gotta do the best that i can
to be a good example of man
and i know one day that youll understand
you deserve the best that
I AM
I AM
I AM
i will do the best that i can...
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and cut. hehe, absolutely mad song, go buy the album. its amazing. =]
im off to bowland tonight to go meet up with louise, with fugs amber andy and ben, should be a mad night im guessin... ill inform you all how it goes someday soon when i can be fucked writing again... for now, suspense. >=]
heh, i been talkin to louise a lot recently, shes a great girl. she just got her license today... yay 4 her! =D!
i fixed my caravan today, it was well fucked... the words of the day (contributed by amber) would have to be POP RIVET. she didnt shut up about them... lol =] waiting for food is so annoying on an empty stomach. =/ well well, im back to irc for a few minutes more... ciao. =D |
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| 12:35am 25/07/2003 |
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Who Am I
:x: name = shane
:x: piercings = not yet
:x: tattoos = not yet >=]
:x: height = about that...
:x: weight =*shrugs* fat
:x: shoe size = 10
:x: hair color = brown
:x: length = not long enuff...
:x: eye color = blue
:x: siblings = one brother.
LAST...
:x: movie(s) you rented = dude wheres my car was the last i think...
:x: movie you bought = billy madison! =D
:x: song you listened to = goldfinger - 99 red baloons
:x: song that was stuck in your head = drop gauge - fake
:x: cd you bought = nirvana - self titled
:x: cd you listened to = my metal covers mix =D
:x: person you've called = ummm... gary?
:x: person that's called you = beau
:x: tv show you've watched = law and order
:x: person you were thinking of = ya mum =p~
DO...
:x: you wish you could live somewhere else = yep.
:x: you think about suicide = suicide is for weak cunts that cant handle a bit of pain.
:x: you believe in online dating = fft, online dating is useless.
:x: others find you attractive = probably not. =p~
:x: you want more piercings = shit yeah.
:x: you drink = is the pope a catholic?
:x: you do drugs = nope... over it.
:x: you smoke = more than anyone i know =/
:x: you like cleaning = do chickens like it when you cut off their heads?
:x: you like roller coasters = wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!
:x: you write in cursive or print = print coz my cursive sucks dick.
:x: you carry a donor card = sif im givin away my shit.
FOR OR AGAINST...
:x: long distance relationships = hahahahaha, LONG DISTANCE RELATIONSHIPS CAN SUCK MY FAT COCK.
:x: using someone = totally against that.
:x: killing people = of course not, some people are only alive because its illegal to kill them.
:x: teenage smoking = their lungs, their life =D
:x: driving drunk = fuck that, might as well try suicide.
:x: gay/lesbian relationship = against being in one, but i dont care if others are in them.
:x: soap operas = give me a gun and ill wear the murder charges.
FAVORITE...
:x: food = NACHO NACHO MANNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN!
:x: song = chimaira - power trip
:x: thing to do = sex
:x: thing to talk about = see above
:x: sports = footy
:x: drinks = alcoholic ones. =D
:x: clothes = comfort is the only issue.
:x: movies = pulp fiction, fast and the furious, billy madison, chopper
:x: band/singer = corey taylor
:x: holiday = anywhere thats out of cranbourne
:x: new nerdy saying = nerdy sayings are for kids with no clues.
:x: disney movie = pocahontas (supposedly u see nipple)
:x: scent = mmmm fuel!
:x: word = anything profane.
:x: nickname = fugs = fuckin ugly, thats class =D
:x: guy name = shane (modesty?)
:x: girl name = cailin (love the song too)
:x: eye color = blue
:x: flower = do i look like a poof?
:x: piercing = tongue rings. >=]
:x: actress = a hot one... mmmmm /me 4 alyssa milano
DO YOU THINK YOU ARE...
:x: pretty = nope.
:x: funny = shit yeah.
:x: hot = HAHAHAHA no.
:x: friendly = depends whos talkin to me
:x: amusing = amusing in itself is a funny word. =D
:x: ugly = yep.
:x: loveable = supposedly. =D
:x: pessimistic = yep...
:x: optimistic = have been in the past, but optimism is a time waster.
:x: caring = sometimes... sometimes not at all.
:x: sweet = can be
:x: dorky = indeed. =D
:x: well hung = *winks* =p~
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| 08:00pm 24/07/2003 |
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mood:  accomplished
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my challenge for the other day:
to find a collection of metal covers of old songs youd never listen to the originals, unless you were a fag. well, theres a few songs on there that are just as good original, but theres a lot of shit on there too... but all good on the lighter retrospect of things (coz their all good covers) =D
heres the result:
01 03:54 Murderdolls - White Wedding
02 02:44 Dope - You Spin Me Right Round
03 03:30 Machine Head - Message in a Bottle
04 04:26 Orgy - Blue Monday
05 03:20 Marilyn Manson - Tainted Love
06 04:17 Disturbed - Shout
07 03:42 Coal Chamber - Shock The Monkey
08 03:48 Pantera - Cat Scratch Fever
09 04:02 Spineshank - While My Guitar Gently Weeps
10 03:17 Slayer - In A Gadda Da Vida
11 03:29 Six Feet Under - TNT
12 05:26 Chimaria - Balls To The Wall
13 03:40 Fear Factory - Cars
14 04:53 Nine Inch Nails - Dead Souls
15 05:20 Strapping Young Lad - Room 429
16 03:49 Frankenbok - Don't Call Me Baby
17 02:59 System Of A Down - Metro
va-oldies_go_metal-2003-stimpz0r-krt - look for it on a public ftp near you. =D
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| 07:42pm 24/07/2003 |
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hi everycunt. leah now has a livejournal, go check it out... leahisselfish btw, this new client rocks... semagic, go get it! everyone should have it, just like everyone should have their own nigger. >=]
so anyway, stop flaming leah on my livejournal, go do it on hers. >=]
HI LEAH! WHERES MY MENTION! =[ |
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| 12:09am 22/07/2003 |
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mood:  horny
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HI everyone. someone wants a mention in my livejournal...
LEAH!!!!!!!
leah is teh segzy and teh kewl. she is a GOOD KID, and a jajajaja penis minding chocolate baby friend. =]
EYE LUFF JOO LEAH, JOO SO SEGZAY! =D
that is all. =D
oh wait, no its not...
![leah is teh segzay. =]](http://mystica.cx/~stimpy/leahistehrad.jpg)
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| I LOVE TO SAY FUCK! |
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| 11:43pm 21/07/2003 |
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mood: excited
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FUCK
i aint got a fuckin problem,
i just love to say fuck.
and i dont care whos around me,
i could really give a fuck.
and i dont care if your my mother,
or my motherfuckin father.
i could really give a fuck now,
that aint my motherfuckin problem.
OH YEAH!
I LOVE TO SAY FUCK!
WHEN IM DRIVING IN MY CAR
FUCK
WHEN IM WALKING IN THE FUCKING PARK
FUCK
YOU IF YOU DONT LIKE WHAT I SAY
I LOVE TO SAY FUCK
EVERY FUCKING DAY
OH YEAH
I LOVE TO SAY FUCK
I LOVE TO SAY FUCK
I LOVE TO SAY FUCK
I LOVE TO SAY FUCK
yeah i hope i dont offend you,
when i say the word fuck.
i guess you had it comin to you,
your such a worthless little fuck.
and i dont care if your my mother,
or my motherfuckin father.
i could really give a fuck now,
that aint my motherfuckin problem.
OH YEAH!
I LOVE TO SAY FUCK!
WHEN IM DRIVING IN MY CAR
FUCK
WHEN IM WALKIN IN THE FUCKIN PARK
FUCK
YOU IF YOU DONT LIKE WHAT I SAY
I LOVE TO SAY FUCK
EVERY FUCKING DAY
OH YEAH!
I LOVE TO SAY FUCK
I LOVE TO SAY FUCK
I LOVE TO SAY FUCK
I LOVE TO SAY FUCK
FUCK
FUCK
FUCK
fuck fuck
fuck fuck
fuck fuck
fuck fuck
i aint got a fuckin problem,
i just love to say fuck.
and i dont care whos around me,
i could really give a fuck.
and i dont care if your my mother,
or my motherfuckin father.
i could really give a fuck now,
that aint my motherfuckin problem.
OH YEAH!
I LOVE TO SAY FUCK!
WHEN IM DRIVING IN MY CAR
FUCK
WHEN IM WALKIN IN THE FUCKIN PARK
FUCK
YOU IF YOU DONT LIKE WHAT I SAY
I LOVE TO SAY FUCK
EVERY FUCKING DAY
OH YEAH!
I LOVE TO SAY FUCK
I LOVE TO SAY FUCK
I LOVE TO SAY FUCK
OH I LOVE TO SAY
FUCK
FUCK
FUCK
FUCK
FUCK
FUCK
FUCK
FUCK
FUCK
FUCK
FUCK
FUCK
FUCK
FUCK
FUCK
FUCK
ONE NATION UNDER FUCK
WITH LIBERTY FUCKING JUSTICE FOR ALL
FUCK! |
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| 01:08am 15/07/2003 |
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You are San Dimas High School Football Rules!
Which *Ataris* Song Are You?
brought to you by Quizilla
emo kid?! fuck i remember the days before people even knew wtf the ataris were. let alone this bullshit emo crap. now im an emo kid. *sighs*
seriously tho, san dimas highschool football "rules". hahaha i love that song. =D
fuckin emo kid. get a grip losers. people dont listen to emotional music coz they are super depressant motherfuckers. some people actually enjoy the music they create, not for the simple fact that they hate everything and are close to slitting their wrists.
why dont people reply to my livejournals anymore? arent i loved anymore? =/
I LOVE YOU ALL. especially the ones that love me back. =D
kthxiwannaneckmyselfwhilelistenintoemo.
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| 04:36am 07/07/2003 |
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its 4am, im still awake... and im in a shitty mood... dont ask me why exactly... theres many reasons... most im not about to discuss, but it seems all the bad shit thats happened recently has sent me on a path of destruction... im getting easily shitty at people for the simplest reasons (e.g. fighting with family, fighting with good friends.), and its starting to scare me. i dont like my cunty moods... but i cant help them. it seems too, that when you need people the most, they are only fueling your fire. but its not generally their fault, sometimes they dont even realise when they are doing it with me, coz of my nature of joking around... which i am 99% of the time, but then they push me too far when im in a mood like this, and its out of control. i go on these destructive paths, where i take even the most innocent out in my way... a little joke goes too far, and i snap. god id do anything to be happy again.
its mainly due to the main factor that im now without a job and a decent income... i KNOW im gonna be without smokes by the end of the day / tuesday... and it scares me, its the first time ive been without a cigarette for more than 12 hours, and most that time im usually sleeping. i can feel nothing but more bad moods coming on, and i dont want to be pissed off... the fact ill be so broke i cant go out and enjoy life scares me as well. i hate the fact im restricted by money, i wasnt so restricted when i worked... i always had money, not a lot, but enuff to make life enjoyable and comfortable. now ill be stuck doin fuck all because i dont have enuff income to even buy smokes, let alone go out and have fun.
i also believe its the time of the year my male needs have come out the most. and they anger me. i need sex, and it depresses me that ive been so long without it... tho i think its more not so much for the physical being of sex, but the closeness of a girlfriend. i want to be loved again. i need someone to be by my side while i battle the current issues. and atm theres nothing but friends there... i need more than that i think. as much as women and their lies / backstabbing shit me to no end, i find it hard to live without them, for as much as they always cause pain, they destroy the pain sometimes when u need them most. sex is a great escape from the troubles people can face. even cuddling up close to a girlfriend is a great form of letting go of life issues. women, cant live with em, cant live without em.
the worst bit is, i feel bad about it all, all these people ive hurt / abused for no reason, that didnt actually deserve it, all must think im a uppity cunt. but im not really. they do know me better than that. but still. its like ive got my yearly rags, yet theres no blood, and no other side effects besides feeling the need to take down anyone that dares argue with me when im in a bad mood. i hope it stops soon, all i ask for is something good to come out of the bad times im facing now... i guess what it boils down to, and what im about to set my mood to for this post is... im depressed. im pissed off too. im pissed off i have no job, im pissed off my life has no direction atm, and i want someone to be there nice and close for me. i feel the need to do things i havent done in ages, but im fighting doing that, those kind of escapes dont help, they cause more problems down the track...
im gonna close by saying this: i am sorry to anyone i abuse, and im sorry to anyone i have abused recently that didnt deserve it. i am not myself atm, please bare with me, hopefully ill be back on my feet soon, and the happy old free living, no care in the world shane. but until then, i urge my friends to just put up with it.
thank you all and goodnight. sorry for the bullshit ramble. |
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| 10:14pm 01/07/2003 |
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your asshole.
What swear word are you?
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k, lost my job today, its finally over now, shops all cleaned out, solomons and regeneration computers no longer exist next door to encore... oh well, it was a good life. solomons went down, we cant afford rent, we out too. now for my search for a job... h0hummmm. scored lotsa free shit for the house and computer wise from work tho... I GOTZ A NEW LOUNGESET! *me 4 laying down watching dvds* =] getting my new computer soon, anyone wanna buy a celery 533? $500 =p~
kritical.org is down for the count atm, need hosting, someone give me hosting. =p~
pedal to the metal 3 rocked... drop-gauge went off its tits... so bad i put my neck out moshing... be9ine went off, so did superheist, frankenbok and other bands there that ive forgotten about. stace owes me bigtime coz i got joey from superheist to kiss her on the cheek and call her babe. met leah and alycia there, they are "good kids" =D umm. what else interesting has happened.
its cold, im bored, im posting coz i dont post enuff. hmmm.
someone please come over and keep me warm, its too cold. i need hugzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz (andsexkthx). =/
goodthxurself?canibuyuadrink?
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| some wise words from a legend. |
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| 03:27pm 15/06/2003 |
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remember. your a wreck, your an accident, forget the freak, your just nature, keep the gun oiled and the temple clean, shit snort and blaspheme, let the heads cool and the engine run, coz in the end, everything we do, is just everything weve done. |
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